I believe that I have started over some aspect of my life, however, certain segments or sections still needs a do-over. Am I too old for such a belief? I have started worshipping on a different day now, I have let go of most aspects of my secular life, even though I have been a part of the church for 17yrs. I have since learned that I want to worship on a different day and based on convictions I changed. There is a still a nagging past life that must be brought to a close. I was married and my husband and I are separated and we are not planning to reunite. It took me many years to overcome the hurt and disappointment of such a decision that was made, and I now believe it’s high time we close the book on that relationship.
I have not moved on to another relationship due to the fact that there is some lingering happening. With that said I want to start over and build a new life with someone else. Someone who is God-fearing, gentle and kind, funny, helpful, a good provider and a good communicator. Someone that I can pray with, eat and laugh with and even share my dreams and aspirations with and vice versa. I am a young woman and I believe its time! Time to let go completely, close this chapter, seal the book and throw it into the sea.